I Put Words on Paper (or Computers) so I Write Words

A question I’ve been hearing a lot of recently is “So what do you normally write? What is your passion?” My auto response has been that I write science fiction with an eye to fantasy but the more I think about it, the more that isn’t true.

The truth is I write a lot and I’ve always discounted my horror writing as being my slack off pieces. But that’s not what horror is to me at all, it’s just a different sort of release, a different style of imagining. Most of my short stories are horror and many novels have a bent towards that. But these aren’t slack off pieces or throw away bits. They just come from a different part of my psyche and refuse to conform to rules. In trying to make them fit for traditional publishing I do feel like I’d have to sacrifice the integrity of the story, but that doesn’t mean they mean any less to me… just that I won’t be querying them. So I feed them to the ravenous beast that is Wattpad, where they meet a few appreciative eyes.

Horror Novel Cover

Horror Novel Cover

The reason I think I see my sci-fi/fantasy as being ‘what I really write’ is that those are the works I am willing to go through a gazillion drafts. They are the babies whose basic nature does not seem averse to traditional publishing.  I recently tried to put a fantasy novel up on Wattpad, or the beginning to one, and there is this horror in me that I’ve now killed this novels chances for publication. But it’s a tight spot. Having only horror and horror sci-fi visible means that any agent considering my sci-fi/fantasy works is going to say ‘Wow, she doesn’t really write what she’s pitching.’

In conclusion, this is one big vent. I write prolifically. I write because I must. I write because I’m inspired whether that inspiration be a shiver that crawled up my spine while darting across a dark parking lot, a fascination with gothic heroine’s and their kidnappability, a desire to build a world to suit a spiffy MMO character (Yes…this is how several of my characters have come to me…don’t judge.)Felix

I write how I read. My bookshelves became acquainted with Christopher Pike when I was twelve. They met their first fantasy heroine when I was eight. Science fiction came later but in a rush as I drank in old classics and newer gems. Telling someone which of these genres I read would be impossible because the truth is I read them all. I’ve even been known to sneak in a steamy romance when no one was looking…saved some of those too…they are all missing covers. I read and write fantasy because the world we live in can feel like a trap and a release has an exotic beauty to it. I write sci-fi because I like to play god, toy with worlds, universes, cultures. I read sci-fi because I like to be part of other authors playing the same god games I do. And I read and write horror because something about the dark undercurrent of fear makes me feel alive.

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3 thoughts on “I Put Words on Paper (or Computers) so I Write Words

  1. Thanks for the little peek at your writing life. I could identify. I think of myself as a sci-fi writer but I’ve written a short story that is probably fantasy and am working on a zombie piece.

    I wouldn’t worry about what an agent would think about your Wattpad stories. They probably won’t know about them, much less read them, and they are mainly looking at the work you are submitting to them. If they like it enough to offer to represent you, I’m sure they assume you will produce more like that work no matter what other stuff you may write.

    Very useful blog post, thanks for sharing.
    God bless you,
    Nissa

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    • Its probably true that its not even likely to get glanced at by an agent…but the thing that put it on my radar was when and editor from a big sci-fi publishing house asked me this question. So I got this fear that maybe someday that would be the breaking factor in getting or not getting a deal. I do tend to worry WAY too much though. Thanks for reading!

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